This project is a personal one. The way into the unknown. 

Mentally we were prepared, it was not a secret anymore. I also knew that this will be the last time I see my grandfather. 

I saw him, just before he left us. I could say goodbye and all the other things I wanted to say. It was heartbreaking. The days afterwards felt endless in grief. For all of us. 

Also now I am still in grief. I miss him. I just hope that there where he is now, he is relieved from his pain. His fight against the cancer was hard and it is terrifying to say; He lost it.