Today is Feb. 29th, 2024, OCD has accompanied with me for over a decade. From senior 2, when symptoms firstly happened, to receiving medical care, I alomst tried every possible way.

OCD, Depression, Anxiety Disorder, no matter what the name is, the painful feelings truly exist.

Four pills of setraline and half a pill of aripiprazole, can gurantee safety for a whole day. Plus psychological therapy, self-awareness, the pattern is gradually changing.

Perhaps God played a joke on me. Doctor said symptoms of compulsion could never be erased. Maybe medicine would be needed in the rest of my life, but the feeling of raising head to see the sunlight, is truly good.

    

To simplify the story, I made modification when designing the plot. Though reality can be even more complex, the basic sequence is matched.

Someone might say I choose to draw to escape, but the feeling of escaping to the paradise of art, is truly wonderful.

Like what was said at the end of the work, light was always there.

Family's support, friends' comforts, even a bless from a person who just met for once...

You, are the light.

Thanks for watching!

The Chinese version is on https://mp.weixin.qq.com/s/KN8-PxAqbHBCBoYwrQ4wUA